So this guy (Taylor) and I have liked each other for a while. I broke up with my boyfriend two months ago and me and Taylor have been flirting ever since. Another guy came into the picture (Dylan) and I told Taylor that I just wanted to be friends. I finally realized that I only liked Dylan because our mom’s were pushing us together and I finally realized Dylan’s huge negative qualities (he’s cute but he’s so stupid and drinks and smokes heavily, I’m not into that). So I cam back to Taylor last week and he was really receptive and pretended like nothing happened. On Saturday I thought a lot about it and I told him I needed to just be friends with everyone so I could focus on going to college to swim.
We are both 17, juniors and go to the same school. Dylan goes to a different school and Taylor has never even heard of him.
Taylor is really good at lacrosse. Like insanely good. He’s already committed to go to Harvard for lacrosse after we graduate. He is the definition of what i want in a guy, a “keeper”. He is really smart (he’s going to Harvard), really athletic (D1 lacrosse recruit, 3x all-league in football, 3x state champion and all-american in swimming.) He can bench 225 lbs and is only 5’11, 165 lbs so he’s really muscular. He’s sooooo cute too. But then there’s the other stuff. He is the nicest kid ever, so sweet and caring about me and everyone. He makes me feel good, he always makes me laugh and smile. He is the funniest kid ever. He goes to church a lot, he never swear around girls but I know he does around his guy friends. He’s really respectful of me and other girls, he’s a guy who can sweep a girl off her feet. He never lies, he’s honest, trustworthy and makes promise he keeps. He treats a girl like a real man should. I know he goes to parties, but he doesn’t drink or smoke. His last girlfriend was at the end of freshman year and she had no complaints about the relationship, he ended it to focus 100% of his summer on lacrosse. My mom loves him, he’s really good friends with my little brother (they’re like brothers). I really want to be with him now. I know what I want but I don’t know if he still likes me. It took me a while to figure things out but I know that I want to be with him. I don’t know what to say to him. PLEASE HELP!!!! I miss my Taytay :’(