ok so this guy that i like, apparently he likes me to is very popular. his brothers on a full scholarship to college for football, i think hes going to college next year on a full one for basketball… really popular. i however am not. i mean many guys hit on me and flirt with me and i have had people come up to me and tell me that someone watched me walk down the hall or something. i have also been called really pretty. im funny, according to him “a little weird” im really social and talk to everyone. and people in other grades find it really weird that im not popular, im somewhat popular in their grades. the one thing that is holding me back is the fact that i rarely hangout with people outside of school. i have a few friends here and there. i hung out with my two best friends from kindergarden till 8th grade (im a sophmore now) but one of them started to lie constantly and became a Wh*** and the other let her boyfriend abuse her for years, blamed it on me and would cut herself constantly so i stopped hanging out with her. i just never really got into it. i think the fact that i cant have a facebook is halting this a little. i was just wondering if it really bothered guys… how many friends your girlfriend has.
also i have never dated, ive turned a guy or two down… im 16 and alot of people my age havnt. my grade isnt really nice either so i really dont want to become friends with them. we live in a nice neighborhood where nothing bad ever happens and 2 people have committed suicide in the last 5 months in my grade because the people there do the same things the grade does to everyone else