I’ve been playing computer games for 4 years, since I was 15 till now, 19.
Every gaming sessions lasted up to 5-10 hours, sometimes 2-3 days (48-72 hours), sometimes without sleeping/eating. I did this nearly everyday. I rarely exercised either.
I’m scared cuz I’ve read about gamers that have died cuz of gaming marathons similar to what I’ve been doing these years. There’s a StarCraft player who died after 50 hours of gaming session. And there were more deaths, and some of them even did less lengthy sessions than I did. A man said that his heart pounded very hard a day before he died. Several time during my peak, my heart also pounded very hard that it felt like it’s gonna explode and it hurted so much.
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1. What has happened?
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So, since the last few years till today, I’ve never been feeling so well. I always feel weak, dizzy, slow-minded, blank-minded, and many parts of my body that don’t feel good. At 19, I don’t even have a sex drive. I can’t mantain firm muscle even if I work out for a month(s)-it always go soft if I stop for a few days. Whereas I used to be a healthy football athlete, brilliant math student, and a horny dude at junior high school. Now, I also can’t stand football even for minutes. I feel like my heart, brain, and other organs have been damaged.
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2. What do u think the possible health complications that I’m having today, knowing that I’ve had a very bad lifestyle (I don’t want to make it to sound worse than it actually is, but this lifestyle killed people like I’ve mentioned before)? R there any consequences that I have to bear for the rest of my life? And if u could, please explain things in a detailed way, like how my body mechanism works against the bad lifestyle.
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I weighed 100 lbs once during that time. This weight has stayed for a few months. Based on my researchs on online medical websites, when ur weight is too low, when u have no/little fat/muscle left in ur body, ur body will make energy from non-regrowable organs (growable: fat/muscle) such as lungs, brain, heart, etc and do permanent damages to them.
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3. Was 100 lbs dangerously too low if I was 5’8 tall that time?
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I’m not trolling, but the last while not the least, is that my penis has shrunk over my teenage years. It used to be 5.5′/6′ and now it’s just 4.5′/5′ and a lot thinner. I assure u it really shrunk, no growing palm, no fat pad covering the pubic area, no visual thingy. And the thinner girth can be proved by the feeling of my hasn’t-grown palm, and its loose skin when it erects.
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4. How could it happen? Is there any way to reverse it?
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I really want to make an appointment with a medical professional, but the current economical condition can’t be asked to co-operate.